sometimes, you jus got to be selfish in life.. tis is the real world that we're talkin abt.. you've got to learn to protect yourself.. nobody will be there for you always.. i learn it the hard way but i guess it's still not to late i suppose..

sometimes, you got to fight for what you really want.. but circumstances might make you hesitate.. the more you hesitate.. the more things get complicated.. but then again.. you should tink about whether it is worth fighting for what you want. true, that we don't want any regrets in life.. after all, you just gonna live tis life once.. but why fight for what you want and never get it in the end? well, at least u did try and fight for it.. (contradictions.. i don't know what am i talkin abt!)

sometimes.. ppl blame fate for the outcome of problems.. but is fate really to be blamed? or jus simply us? who refuse to try and give up right away? and then regret after saying those stuff?

yes, you broke my heart again but this time i'm telling myself.. it's okay.. of cuz i wld be sad.. i wld cry.. but how much tears am i left with? at least, now.. i noe what we both want.. i jus wan a simple relationship.. no complicated stuff.. no lying.. no excuses.. jus da 3As that girls nid - affection, attention and assurance.

that was jus an excuse, wasn't it? i seriously don't understand wat's wrong with saying that? but one thing i'm pretty sure of - i love you too much. a lot more than you love me (why am i comparing? is there a way to measure? its jus show how much you have been hurting me all these while) ppl may tink i'm a bitch by puttin the blame on him, that you weren't hurt by me before. i noe ppl make mistakes, i'm willing to forgive. who cares? i do! u dont! that's the difference. if you were in my shoes, you never wanna be me again.

if being close friends is all that you want.. alright.. then, close friends shall we be.. however on one condition.. never ever talk to me again.. (isn't that irony?) i wan to move on.. i don't wan to noe how you're doin.. how can i move on when we maintain close dist? it's jus how weird things have become.. you're always the heart breaker.. first you broke my heart.. next you went on breaking hers den mine again.. who's heart are you gonna break next? no.. not mine again.. plz..

you noe how i feeel towards you.. yet i always thought that i noe you very well.. you love me, don't you? or maybe.. no.. you dont..


jus.. don't come back, baby..