i had a super long chat with a good friend of mine.. a guy btw.. in fact, i always avoid being close with him to know things which i reali don't wanna noe..

it's jus saddening that he had to say such stuff to.. "wake" me up.. like i always tell them.. i know that it's impossible and stuff.. and i noe i've to move on.. just don't bring it up anymore.. cuz the lesser u made me tink abt him.. the faster i am to forget him.. =]

i realise that i get affected so easily.. but it's jus so me kay.. i hate the recent events that happen.. it's like warning me not to get into that sorta trouble..

i won't deny that my perception towards relationship/guys and stuff change.. it totally sux.. i cannot not tink abt it.. though it doesnt affect me directly.. nor am i hurt by that.. but it make me hesitate.. make me wanna stop trying again..

i don't hate u for thinkin that i'm still the same old me.. i'm still changing.. some day, u'll stop using that perception of urs to view me..

tell me, wat has happen to the world? haha.. how funny to ask that? it's jus concidental that those events happen..

i kinda dislike school.. i told my parents i wanted to quit school cuz i cant stand da pressure n stuff.. i'm so drained.. i noe that shock my dad a little.. however, my mom is totally cool abt it.. ;) she doesn't wanna pressure me.. of cuz i wont quit.. that's jus some random tots.. a little setbacks here n there.. i'm still proud to be in HTM..

todae.. cut moi finger while usin waiter's friend to open da wine bottle.. how stupid can i get man? that's not even a KNIFE.. jus a small blade n stuff.. -.-"?

tried some cocktails todae.. damn cool man.. i mean.. come on, where can u get FREE cocktails?!?! but i particularly like grasshopper.. i guess becuz there's milk in it.. the rest were kinda too strong.. lOl.. i was a little high after 1 sip of da 4 or 5 cocktails.. (of cuz i tried all of dem.. cant let such opportunity slip by..)

aint gonna be deploy out yet.. so am gonna stay at Rits (i felt that Saffron sounds so much classier than Restaurant in the Square.. it's jus too long!)

aRgh. TELL ME. WHAT's WITH DA WORLD MAN?!?!

i wanna be a man instead! lemme born as a man in moi next life please! -.-"

it's jus too troublesome being a woman i guess.. :I


Things I REALLY want and NEED

(i) wallet
(ii) water bottle
(iii) sweater/jacket (wateva)
(iv) bag
(v) P2P (to kill time)
(vi) iPod Mini (though i'm contented with my mp3 player but still..)


TELL ME!!! WHAT'S HAPPENIN TO THE WORLD???????