alright! i'm fucking pissed jus now. got some old fucking man bump into me and accidentally touch moi ass. fuck it. thanks ya. but i've got no rights to scream and shout at that fucking old man. cuz he was really fucking old and he walks with a fucking stick. but the thing that upset me was, there wasn't anyone behind me which means that he could walk through without bumping into me. and also, i do not tink that he did it on purpose. or rather i do not want to feel so. it's jus sickening. though i tried to kick up a big fuss by scolding !@#$%"!@#$%^&*()_ only to attract unwanted attention. not sympathy, mind u.

that was the only pissing thing todae. i guess i'm jus unlucky. but i'm really angry and upset when my parents/sisters never do anything abt it! and my parents jus smile and laugh? hello???
how can i continue blogging like that?!?! eekks.

may the old man get his retribution! he din even apologize! eeekkks.

may those zombies from "land of the dead" eat his fucking hand.


*screams*


was it a sign..

or jus coincident..

when i woke up..

from a dream abt u..

and receiving an sms frm u.. on such a rare occasion..

i wanna noe what's in that red notebook that u gave me in my dream.. i wanna noe the content.. i saw the word "promise"..

i forgotten wat it was like to be with u..

i'm getting too used to not talking to u for days..

so do u..