Saturday, August 20, 2005
as usual.. reading her blog brought the emotional side of me out again.. how i wish i can hide this side eh.. i wonder just how strong she is..
i can never be firm with myself.. that's why i allow myself to fall again and again.. repeating the same old history i so terribly wan to destory..
i dun understand.. like u, i learnt to avoid.. i rather shut these problems elsewhere.. don't gimme false hopes again.. don't gimme a chance to let u destroy me.. the past is haunting me again.. at least, i've tried.
todae is da 20th again.. 20022002
looking out at 8/20/2005 02:38:00 PM