i promised myself that i would never repeat the same old mistakes in my previous relationship..


yet, after all the incidents.. i find them too familiar.. i'm sorry.. it's easier said than done.. habits.. its still habits that's making me suffer.. tormenting my soul.. my feelings..


i'm serious with what i said.. at the age of 19, if i stil can't decide for myself.. i've wasted 18 yrs of my life.. i guess we got together at the wrong time.. no time for building up the foundation.. i realise that i have been taking u for granted all these while..


it's really time to sit down and reflect how much u meant to me..


i have no ans for this yet.. until then, i hope things will go back to how it used to be....