Wednesday, February 08, 2006
so tis is it? that is how things are going to end between us? can i say that i aint shocked that this has happened. i should i have predicted it for we hardly spend time this semester. but i know that the distance between us isn't the main factor. i don't know exactly wat happened. i'm still trying to figure out the whole thing. maybe i should jus leave things be where they are now. i remember that people used to say that we were inseparable. if one wants to find me or u, jus look for the other "half". till at one point of time, i got quite pissed off with that. it's as though i have no other friends. hmpf. i miss talkin to u on the phone. bitching abt this and that. i'm sorry, i'm probably the lousiest friend u ever had. but u got me into taking photos ya.. i'm glad u did. thank u for lending me ur shoulder to cry on. ah, i miss those days. i'm sure, both of us have change in certain ways. aint easy to adapt the changes but we should still try ya. i wonder if u feel any difference in me.. i feel that u've change tho.. not sure whether i am able to adapt.i wonder if we'll go kbox-ing agian. i wonder wat's going to happen next. yes, i am disappointed that things has turn out this way. maybe i am taking things too hard. besides, nothing last forever. i'm glad we had that talk. even though i didn't get what i was looking for. i tot we can rebuild the friendship or something. i don't know wat i'm feeling now. kinda messy. u are the next closest friend i ever had after vin. i know u still love me. i love u too! lol. aint les alright. my dar, there's one thing i know for sure.. things will never be the same again.. haha.. till our paths cross again.. i say until we like broke off or something.. muahahah.. maybe distance really matters.. u're still the only girl that i'll ever cry for.. haha.. no idea whether u shld be honoured or not.. tkcare my girl! i'm glad we've come this far.. :>
looking out at 2/08/2006 01:30:00 AM