why.. my mom saEe.. dont get serious with yAa.. so today.. i've been rather cold towards u.. partly becuz.. how can u forget to bring ur phone?? i tot u were still asleep.. haix.. so b4 u msg me.. my mood was like.. totally down! i dun dare to tell her.. n tell u dat she doesnt like the idea of us being 2gether again.. i told her too much stuff abt u when we broke off.. everytime i cry over the phone.. she wld noe why.. she noes how upset i was when u broke off w me.. had a gf.. n wanted to come back to me.. ever since we got 2gether.. i stop tellin her stuff abt her.. told her nothing.. dats why she cldnt understand why did u buy so many things for me juz becuz u went overseas.. i was kinda disappointed as well.. really.. u bought mashimaro.. uh huh? since when i like mashimaro? n the top dat u bought.. its kinda like frm "this fashion"? like so.. i dunno.. i dun mean to feel tis way.. i'm ok if u didnt buy me anything.. really.. u dun haf to.. but since u noe i might not like it.. den why buy huh? i sorta told u din really like.. n u told me dat u feel dat i might not like it.. so.. kinda ironic if u noe i wun like it den why buy? though dat mashimaro is huge.. i mean reali big.. ahh.. how?? how to tell her!!?? omg.. sometimes i feel good when we're 2gether.. but sometimes i reali doubt u alot.. esp why u wanna be w me again.. man.. i'm BROODING again.. why do i haf to BROOD everyday?? *faints*