guess wat.. my frenz (hmm.. i only got close to dem this week.. crystaL and bOon.. fantastic ppl.. i can actuaLi enjoy in a grp!!) bought me my twin stars botty!! lolx.. damn haPpy.. haha!! though its only 3.50 but i'm kinda.. hestitating? i preorder the jay zhou cd too.. 18.9? something like dat lahh.. so now veri pOor.. sobx~` but arent they so nice?? *huggss* even those peeps whom i was with wldnt do such a thing.. darlin, are u concern dat my frens are actuali so nice? bought me my botty.. ask u buy u nv buy.. :( no money is an excuse.. i was reali veri upset when u bought me something i don't like for anni.. and u tell me dat u actuali dunno wat i like? i haf been with you since sec2? though its on and off one.. but u SHLD noe wat i like rite? i never thought dat i would be in an on off relationship.. esp with you.. it never occur to me dat u're this type of peep.. *sigh*

where's the love that you promise me? promises are meant to be broken.. arent they?

i wish i can get out of this.. though i love you.. pain seems to be a strong reason for me to let ya go baby.. i noe ever since monday.. our huge quarrel.. u no longer love me as much.. i can tell.. i reali noe..

what i foresee is already happening.. it isn't my illusion..

but i still love ya..