my big mouth sister told mama i'm goin out with him.. so i tried not to be alone with my mom since last nite.. she say "juz be friends, it's better to go out as a group" oh man.. den how can i ever tell her dat i n him are already together?

i dunno why.. i seem veri bothered by wat he bought for me.. in terms of their actual value.. and not the "its the tots that counts" thingy.. he bought converse tee, converse shoes and LV wallet.. dunno how reaL they r la.. but why didnt buy this kinda thing for me?? i felt materialistic at tis moment.. awww.. like.. buy good stuff for urseLf.. haix.. but i noe parents pay la.. so different story.. doesnt mean u buy things for me usin ur own money cannot buy nice things ma.. i mean.. the stuff toy's alright.. but definitely not wat i like.. the top not reali ok.. becuz it seems veri childish? i'm 17 alreadi my dear! so i go for simple tops.. at least buy some tees for me rite? *hmpf*

aRgHh.. wats wrong with me?? i'm not materialistic!! I AM NOT!! *cRies*

now muz save money for da aNni.. lolx.. bring ya go fine dinnin.. hAha.. not exactLi dat fine too.. but it certainly has nice atmosphere.. keke.. hope they still haf those stuff on promotion.. *mE pOoR* awww.. so maybe no money to bring ya aNni present aGain.. hasnt been gifin u for the past 2 months? tis mOnth ish our 3rD aNni rite? honestly speakin, i might have lost count.. maybe i didnt reali put in lotsa effort in tis relationship tis time round.. dun reali feel good? well.. wateva.. dun wanna pressure it too much too!