boo hoooooooooo.. cRiesss.. haix.. erm.. amelia dear.. not tmL.. is 26th.. he msg me and sae.. frm tml onwards.. he wldnt be free.. he wld be busy doing project.. i mean.. do u haf to make it so obvious that u're not goin out w me on the 26th? DO YOU? haix.. so i sae.. i tot u haf been busy w ur projects all along? something like that lahh.. not exact of cuz.. den he nv reply..

when we broke off.. he email me sayin he want to call me baby but cldn't.. so now.. u haf all the chance to.. why didnt u? WHY? when was the last time u call me dear? darling? baby? when? haix.. cRies!!

kinda.. feeling.. real down.. reali siCk.. gRrrr.. doin econs.. headache.. the subject is gettin harder and harder.. why aren't u replying??!!

one stupid msg makes me feel sho insecure liaoxx... the power of sMs.. -.- maybe it isn't the sMs.. it's just me.. awwww..

bought a card for u todae.. reali dunno wat to buy for u for anni too.. wanna print mini shirt.. but u dun wanna tk photo w me.. boo hoo! but i'm goin to mail u the card.. isn't it sad?

i miss the times i'm w u.. maybe.. i didn't treasure u enough.. but i hate the way i'm feeling now.. it sux.. insecurity kept gettin in the way..

i kept tinkin of whether i shld call it a quit anot.. i mean.. basically, there isn't any relationship goin on b/w the both of us.. and seriously, i nid to noe how u feel towards me although i kinda noe what u're goin to sae.. that u haf no time to tink abt such stuff.. isn't that pathetic?

my diary.. for u.. been writin lots of stuff.. but.. there isn't anything nice? haix.. i dunno what's wrong w me.. sometimes.. i feel that u're caring but just that u dun haf enough time to care more.. but in a way i've been rather tolerant to u aint i?

job
eRmmm.. i got the job.. hahah.. at changi airport.. so.. i have to LOSE weight.. in order to wear the cheongsam.. wahahha.. that's funny man.. $6 per hr.. 8 hrs per shift.. 7am to 3pm.. 3pm to 11pm.. that's nice.. i mean.. i dun haf to stay until veri late if i'm workin mornin shift.. either do i haf to wake up veri earli if i'm doin the afternoon shift..

why aren't u replyin to my msg?!?!

i have no choice but to work.. becuz.. i haf my needs.. -.- like clothes? i haf to keep my internet too.. abt $50 per month.. split b/w the 3 of us.. but i use too often.. so i hate to split equally.. it's kinda not fair? but where do i get the $$ from!?! -.- yesterdae.. took a cab to sch.. becuz.. the stupid bUs.. took so long to moi bus stop.. when i alighted at the bus stop to change to 15.. i saw too mani peeps.. which means.. the bus hasn't come yet.. at least not any within 15 to 20 mins.. that's my GUESS.. so.. no choice.. i took a cab when the bus came n i couldn't board.. it was alreadi 8.45!! hell.. den the taxi driver ask me.. WHERE IS TEMASEK POLY? i FREAKED out man.. wahhhhh..!!! he apologize sayin he was new.. so practically.. i couldn't do anything.. since i'm late n alreadi on the cab.. so told him the direction.. and he asked me.. TP which ave.. how would i noe?!?! so now i noe.. TP is located in tampines ave 1.. bloody.. the cab ride cost me abt $6.70.. i seriously do not feel that it's that ex.. i mean.. frm pasir ris to tamp.. how far can it be?! plus the mornin charge or wateva they call it also.. but still.. not that ex i suppose.. gRrr.. kinda felt cheated... -.-

darlin!! REPLY my msg!! *cries*