i called u.. i mean.. it's not often i call.. right? some times.. i dun haf the guts too.. -.- though u haf been my bf for so long.. u're always the one who calls me.. if not.. i wld call u on ur hp.. nv hse phone.. unless i haf no choice.. i guess u got to help ur papa do some thing.. so.. u sae.. u will call me later.. u din even send me any msgs that u can't call.. abt 1 n a 1/2 more hr.. our anni.. wld u msg me by 12? i wldn't.. do anything.. i kinda wanna let u noe how it feels.. when u noe she's always by the phone but nv msg u.. that feelin sux ok.. but i've gotten that for sho long.. it seems sho tired to wait for ur sms.. but.. the little things u sae.. make me feel sho happy.. is it worth?

i said i wanna meet u.. to the extent that i dun even mind goin over to ur house.. just to see u.. but.. grr.. u said no adult at home.. is that just an excuse? i said.. i had no intention of goin over to ur house.. just a chat at the void deck will do.. u see.. i try.. but.. u dun! hmpff..

u sae.. u dun wanna waste my time when i ask why did u sae i was ur everything in the first place? so why keep me if u dun love me? i ask u so mani times.. and i just nid u to tell me that i'm somehow impt in ur life.. u tell me u din wan to tok abt relationship.. that's like crap.. i told u.. i understand why care decreases.. but i do not understand why feelings has to decrease as well.. i'm sho tired of lovin u.. it's a lot better just to love another girl.. and easier too.. after all.. i get my crystal darlin's attentin too.. i dun get any from u.. no matter how many times i sae i love u.. u wld never sae u love me.. that wld be just another msg that u dun see the nid to reply..

amelia dearie.. da ji? why wld he? he wld never be sad over wat i sae.. never.. i noe.. breakup is probably nothing.. since he's an expert.. haha.. wat crap..

it hurts to noe that.. the dae u said frens.. and u were outside w a fren.. u had sch that dae and finish earli too.. i noe wat time u finish.. but u said u wld msg me later.. what time? at night.. then the whole afternoon u were out w km.. i mean i'm fine w it.. but u had the time to play bb too.. so why can't u spare our relationship a moment too?

just finish tokin to u on the phone.. abt 15 mins.. u sae u will msg me.. again.. that's wat u usually sae.. bz bz bz.. u're still bz.. sigh.. i dunno.. i just dun feel contented.. !! haix.. maybe i'm in a bad mood.. but u can't tell anyway.. but at least.. u laugh at some stuff.. heard ur laughter.. so.. u noe that i finish sch earLi tmL.. will u make plans to go out w me? will u?

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