bloody.. i tink.. i.. grr.. i really dunno.. sometimes, it seems that being frens is better.. 3 yrs.. of burden.. though we share lots of memories.. but i tink maybe we're sick of each other? maybe we should just concentrate on our studies? wasted 3 months ago.. hell.. it's only now then i realized we can't be couple anymore.. 3 months.. though it's short.. it make us realized abt alot of things.. that it's almost impossible for us to get back again.. that wound.. will never heal.. i can't pretend that there wasn't a her in your life.. should u choose to go back to her.. i wish u all the best.. but please do not tell me anything.. i don't wan to noe anything abt ur life anymore..

friends? that's what you sae.. the word that you can say effortlessly.. without feeling hurt.. sad.. lost..

i just wanna step out of ur life quietly..

i'm currently writing our story for the competition of sakura romance.. we wanted to get married virtually.. din we? now we dun haf to.. our relationship is so unstable.. wat if we decided to break when we're alreadi married on RO? -.-

i noe even if i found another guy.. i wouldn't be able to forget you.. but right now.. i juz wan someone to love me as much as u did b4.. i dun wan to love so much.. it hurts.. i wish to be loved instead.. it seems so blissful because there's not so much pain involve..

it took me 3 months to almost let you go.. now i have to take 6 months or more.. i should never give myself time to forget you.. perhaps, one day i would realized that actually.. you were no longer on my mind..

-kEwpIe: I found all our memories.. Inside the Recycle Bin.. Waiting to be emptied..-