still in sch.. haix.. i dunno why i dun wanna go too.. just feel.. lonely 2dae.. cuz boon and my crystal darling not here.. sho sad.. i was reading my journal.. frm last yr's.. stop writing since i went to sch.. currently writing another one.. which i wan to gif him.. cuz i wan him to noe how i feel.. since.. it's almost like no pt in msging him? i dun even get replies.. i mean i do.. but.. nvm abt that..

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i'm tired.. haix.. i just realized.. after reading thru my journal entries.. i'm forever complaining about you.. maybe.. it's just that you're busy.. so you reali haf no time.. like now.. i dun reali haf time too.. i'm sho freaking tired.. but just that you wan somebodi to share your burden? this kinda thing.. so maybe i shld start trusting you.. and not complaining about wat u can gif me time and so on..? but.. it's always tis kinda period we go thru that led to break up.. but it's a little different from last yr? cuz this time.. it seems that both of us are tired.. both of us dunno wat to sae anymore.. usually i wld be like bugging you.. so for once.. i shld be nice.. and stop questioning you.. i mean.. if u wan to do wateva that's not right.. go ahead.. den u shldnt be the guy i shld love rite? if we can go thru this 2gether.. i'm sure.. the next time nth wld get in the way anymore.. how i wish i can tell u what's hurting me.. what they had said.. the insecure me ish here again..

- kEwpIe: Wo Lei Le.. -