sad to sae.. i'm someone who minds abt the past.. i got to noe tis guy from http://www.wholivesnearyou.com/ amelia.. i tink u're right.. that webby is kinda cool.. hahah..

he said these to me.. which.. set me thinkin again.. (i've never stop tinkin anyway.. haha..)

Our conversation
sian. haha says:bf
sian. haha says:or gf
sian. haha says:is someone who will by ur side
sian. haha says:when u need him
sian. haha says:and accompany u
sian. haha says:when u are bore
sian. haha says:and consol u when u are sad
sian. haha says:and cook for u if u are hungry
sian. haha says:and take care of u when u sick
sian. haha says:share ur happiness when u are happy
sian. haha says:tok to u when u need someone to listen to ur complaint
sian. haha says:am i rite?
- kEwpie: Language is a symbolic representation of a phenomenon, room for interpretation and distortion of the meaning exists - says:haiz
- kEwpie: Language is a symbolic representation of a phenomenon, room for interpretation and distortion of the meaning exists - says:yes
- kEwpie: Language is a symbolic representation of a phenomenon, room for interpretation and distortion of the meaning exists - says:but he did listen to me too
sian. haha says:that is call love and gf for me
sian. haha says:and i will do all those if i had a gf
sian. haha says:how mnay of above i mention he did to u/
- kEwpie: Language is a symbolic representation of a phenomenon, room for interpretation and distortion of the meaning exists - says:hmm
- kEwpie: Language is a symbolic representation of a phenomenon, room for interpretation and distortion of the meaning exists - says:only one i guess

seriously.. he wasn't there when i needed him.. he's never free to spare me a moment.. i mean.. i dunno.. when i sae i'm sick.. he gave me some wordy concern.. and care only exist that point in time.. well.. i dunno wat kinda relationship i am w him.. he really love me? or just din wan to lose me?

i asked him.. whether she plays bb w him b4 anot.. he din reply.. what's ur relationship w her now? do u noe i feel like checkin her stuff again? but the tot of it makes me sick.. cuz i dun wanna see her sayin some stuff.. or posting some photo.. den confront u.. den u admit.. oh ya.. we went out this kinda thing.. it makes me SICK and i dun wanna read her tots.. becuz i dun wan her to sae something like 'he msg me...' this kinda thing.. it KILLS if u realized..

i just wanna be like a princess.. in love..

why can't i?

when r u really free? are u hiding anything frm me? todae.. saturday.. but tis time.. i didn't ask to meet up or anything.. and of cuz.. u said nothing.. i really want to trust u.. but the insecurity i get.. is too strong baby..

i wan u to sae u miss me when u do..


todae.. went to SATS.. w bOon, glaDys, aUdrey and hUi xIan.. heh.. the place r fascinating.. i'm amazed.. buT.. i definitely wldn't wanna work there.. the fOod.. forever seems sho yummy.. as though they r calling out for me.. askin me to eat dem.. hAhaha.. left da place aBt.. 2+?!?!!?!?! we were starving man.. abt 12+ i start to get bored w the places.. becuz.. i can only sEe and can't eat.. den when we finish the tour.. it's time for refreshment!! (yeah man.. FOOD) BUT.. no sandwiches.. LEFT fruits and drinks only.. wth.. -.- those peeps from the other grp (we were separated into 2 grps.. abt 35 peeps went..) GRRR.. heartless peeps.. i saw some girls (there r more girls than guys.. as usual.. haha) tkin like 3 sandwiches at one go.. i mean.. come on!! spare a tot for us!! -.- in the end.. only gladys manage to grab one sandwich.. -.- when it's time for us to go.. that bloody bus that was supposed to pick us up and send us back to tanah merah mrt station.. was LATE.. we waited for quite some time lor.. -.- until i wasn't hungry anymore.. bloody!! -.- went to bedok interchange and eat.. walk abt 2 rounds.. den decide wat to eat.. -.- even eating ish sho troublesome.. ~_~

i love you more than you do (that is.. if u even love me..) that's why it's huRting..