Saturday, September 18, 2004
how shld i react?
hmmmmm.. sigh.. i'm sho tired... i mishh moiii beeeddd!!! ~_~ haven finish my cocktail and mocktail liSt.. dead man.. got abt 2 hrs to finish.. hope can finish like most of demm.. if not.. deaddd... hahah..
been watching ragnarok animeee!!! love it mann!! though Roan abit pervertic.. but.. i guess most guys r like that.. haha.. esp when some bimbos r aRd.. anime.. siGh.. why muz they always draw girls with such huge boobs? i mean huge.. it's
UGLY.. to satisfy ur desire is it.. haha.. cuz in real life.. it's kinda hard to find girls with huge boobs and a slim figure.. riGht..
fell aslp on da bus yesterdae.. i was too tired and too full.. hahah.. had a late lunch.. sho pathetic.. did the summative test.. i tink it's another gone case stuff.. if haf to tk supp paper.. i would
DIE man.. i tink.. i was sleepin too soundly i guess.. i heard a few guys who were standing beside me said.. if u put bomb beside her.. she also won't know.. -.- at least that's what i tink i heard??? hahaha.. orr.. was it just my imagination?? hahaha...
about him... shocked by him again.. i don't know how to react again.. it's like.. i'm a computer who can recognize behaviours and actions.. but ur recent actions.. doesn't seem to be in my data base.. u been telling me u're busy like 3 times? one was on wed morning.. the other on thurs nite.. the last one on friendster.. he actually wrote me a testi.. omg.. -.- kinda short.. but he said i was his gf.. wat if she browse thru moi stuff? -.- if i were her.. i would be shattered.. so.. i guess... he's not goin to cheat on me right.. i mean.. i dunoo.. just dun wan to trust him that much.. fearing that.. history would repeat itself again.. hope by the time u finsh ur projects.. u dun haf other committments.. and den u come n tell me u got no time for me becuz u got tis n that.. i believe i would not stay this time.. waited for like 2 months? got bf like no bf.. -.- always waste my sms.. i tink.. the most no. of sms i sent out isn't u anymore.. i tinkK.. shld be crystal i guess.. haha.. and the person i always make a call to is crystal.. to the extent that i can even remember her no. alreadi.. -.-
crystal: thankssss for being there when i needed someone sweetiee!! hahaha.. (soundin mushy againn~) u've been sho good to me.. knowin i'm siCk.. treat me w love n care.. hahaha.. (disgusted at moiself) i'll appreciate u de.. just afraid u r another illusion.. frenz 4 eva kk~ hehe..
- kEwpIe: R u reaLi gonna stay tis time? oR.. it's just a matter of time that u'll be leaving me? shO hard to tell what u're tinkInnn.. or pErhaps.. i've been tinKin tOooo muChhh... -
looking out at 9/18/2004 08:08:00 AM