seeing dem sho sweet makes me dyin frm inside.. hahaha.. what crap is that.. some broken english i guess.. in layman terMs.. i'm just envy... jealous.. to see them so loving.. so sweet.. my heart bleeds becuz we will never be like that..

i don't wanna do silly things for you anymore.. becuz i'm childish.. that's why i do silly thinGs.. but since u don't like me to be childish.. why should i bother so much? why should i do silly things for you?

last yr.. i bought for u anime.. one whole set.. yep.. i ask for the box too... being such a kind soul.. they gave it to me.. haha.. i fold hearts using bus tix.. den i stick onto the box.. sayin 'i love you' but.. the 'love'.. i use one red piece of paper.. good quality okay!! some paper that my primary sch teacher gave it to me that i never bear to use dem.. i wrap them in almost 16 layers.. cant remember how mani layers.. becuz i cldn't finish wrappin.. stayed up whole night.. doing maths.. doing dnt.. wrappin ur present.. u were happy of cuz.. that's good.. that's the only thing that matter at that time....

dar.. u nv make anything for me.. only drAw.. but.. the piece that i love most.. u never complete it.. becuz u didnt noe how to draw their features.. they are feature-less.. haha.. i guess u forgotten abt that alreadi..

tis yr.. i dunno wat else to give u... i noe wat u like.. but dunno where to get dem and i got no $$ to buy too.. :( u have everything u wan..

dar.. u're very fortunate.. u have everything u nid.. ur parents are well-off.. u don't haf finacial prob.. although i've been w u for so long.. u nv noe abt that little secret of mine.. which i could never bring myself to tell u... to me.. it's such a shame.. but to others.. it's nothing.. actually.. it's no big deal.. but it's the ego...

dar.. why r u back to the same old u which i dislike again? our anni was bad.. as usual isn't it.... when will u learn to treasure me? not b4 i wan to leave u i hope...

i stood by you for too long... i tried.. to tink of all da sweetest thinGs that u have done and be grateful that u're back.. but.. why do i have to tink? and not feel that u're sweet?