Friday, September 10, 2004
Sigh.. I'm changing..
i've been updating my friendster like everyday.. i never do that.. i was too lazy to change my profile.. like.. who cares? but becuz of u.. the day i finally noe the truth abt u having friendster.. and actually been checkin moi friendster out.. i've been updating and updating.. why? to let u noe.. how much u meant to me.. kept tokin abt u.. i nv do that.. why shld i let ppl noe abt u? like.. kept sayin tis n that.. my hobbies.. i try to put things that u like as well.. sigh.. why shld i? i'm changing to become a some one u would like.. even though that's me u fall for in the first place.. well.. den why don't u get back w her? since both of u share the same interest? sometimes.. i dun understand myself.. i wan to change for the better.. my interest.. i tryin to have them same as u.. den isn't i contradicting your statement? b4 we patch.. i ask u why u wanted to patch.. n why u went for her n so on.. u sae.. character doesn't matter.. becuz u tot u n her wld be better since both of u shares the same interest.. but u realise that feelings is what matters in a relationship.. so u decided to broke off w her.. so.. now what? shld i change for ur sake? no i guess.. there's no reason why i see i shld change for u.. esp when u never like tokin on the phone w me.. i am ur gf for god's sake.. so what u dun like? once a wk doesn't kill right?
looking out at 9/10/2004 09:21:00 PM