well.. as sOon as i'm done w moi blog.. i'm off to bed.. damn tired.. woke up abt 6.. i
WAS SUPPOSED TO WAKE UP AT 5!!!! becuz i need to reach da airport by 6.30!! hell.. took a cab there.. sickening.. when i finish washin up.. papa went market liaoxx!!! mama called him..
BUT he din hp.. papa ah..
DEN WHAT'S THE PT OF HAVIN A HP!?! gRrrrr.. den mama gave me 10 bucks to take cab.. but of cuz i have to pay dem back lahh.. -.-
the job was damn sickening man.. damn boring.. damn GRRRR.. make us wore
COSTUMES!!! let me repeat it was
COSTUMES instead of
CHEONGSAM.. to kelly serivces james: hello? can't u tell the
DIFFERENCE? damn pissed man.. sho paiseh u noe!!! gRrr.. all da tourist lookin at u.. smiling.. -.- some even took photos of us..!!
MY GOD siGh.. 8 TIMES.. bloody.. i have to go thru THAT hell.. ~_~ for the sake of
MONEY.. siGh.. i have no choice.. after all i gave moi woRd to deM.. GRRR.. why didn't u give us a clearer detail of da JOB?! and make me RUSH down taking cab.. WHEN.. i reach there and called ee kim and fiona.. they say.. "wah.. why u so earli?" i was there at 6.35.. bloody.. they came at abt like 7 ?!?! GRRR.. waste moi $$!!! *cRies*
sho.. in the end.. i stand there for like 8 hrs? i din even take toilet break or lunch.. ate moi lunch abt.. 3+? reason being.. i do not want to be the centre of attention with that stupid costume.. we were dressin up as 'chang er' and.. we have to wear that bloody
HEAD GEAR.. GOSh.. it was
HEAVY..
these few days.. i've been rather happy becuz.. i choose to let myself be happy.. haha.. that's
CRAP man.. -.- it's like.. i dunno.. i dun wanna tink abt what he will sae.. or whether he reply my msg.. so when he sms me.. i'm happy lor.. that's all i guess.. but.. i still feel like checkin on her.. sigh.. i do not have the courage to say that you n her.. i dunno.. i dun wanna tink abt it..
did u forget that i'm workin 2dae? why din ask abt moi job? nvm.. i will tell u everything on mon.. haha.. hope i still feel alright when i'm w you.. gosh.. i dunno what's gonna happen.. i'm so worried that u gonna say last min that u cldn't make it becuz of some shitty reason.. i wld probably come after u w a eh.. no idea.. haha.. ask u where were u n whether u haf eaten alreadi is becuz i wan to meet u for lunch or something like that.. but u din reply.. it's ok.. nvm.. ask u whether u wld spend more time w me durin the holidays and u said.. u do not wan to hear those becuz you dun like..
WHY? don't like
WHAT? sigh.. so i sae.. i haf been very understandin.. becuz now i noe we can't spend time 2gether becuz u've got sch.. so what more do u wan to ask frm me? i kept quiet alreadi okayx.. and now u tell me that u dun wanna hear what i've said? and claim that u dun have holidays? upon askin, u said.. u busy? are u running away? what's wrong? why aren't u sharing your problems w me? have we lost the bond that we tried so hard to build again?
den why do u wan me by your side when you don't want to spend time w me? what's on your mind? see.. i'm broodin again.. i wanna believe that you
STILL love me.. that i'm all you tink about.. but sometimes i have trouble convincing myself.. i guess.. so do u.. baby.. what's wrong.. tell me....
the reason i told you stuff abt me becuz i wan u to be part of my life.. am i still in your life? or am i just an outsider?
- kEwpIe: Happiness is Subjective -