Saturday
went to hao and fu's chalet at aloha loyang.. met boon & terence b4 that.. da chalet was way cool than i tot.. heh.. i dun always go chalet.. particularly cuz my frens in sec sch dun usuali organise gatherings.. it was funnn!! heh.. crystal, kelly and tracy bought candles.. dos.. used to put in da candle holder for those.. aromatic stuff.. dunno wat u call that la.. haha.. veri nice lor.. they use candles to make the words 'happy birthday hao and fu' something like that.. if can post da photo.. i will put up.. it's veri nice.. if any guy is gonna do that for me.. i would probably marry him right away.. sho romantic.. sweet.. awwww.. amanda came after her church.. sho sweet u noe! hehe.. cuz it was like 9+ alreadi.. i'm sure she's veri tired and so on.. though she couldnt stay long.. but her attendance was appreciated..

went to da beach w danni, hao, terence and fu.. we start scaring ourselves along the way.. haha.. had a little chattin session.. i wish i get to do that like everyday.. hao taught us how to look at da stars.. heh.. it was veri pretty.. no words could describe da sky i feel.. just wanna lie beside the guy i love and watch da stars together.. need not have a conversation.. for da heart speaks..

there's this funny incident.. whereby the 4 of us (terence, fu, danni n me) decides to play mahjong instead of daidee cuz quite boring if u dun involve $$.. all of us were like.. we noe bits of mahjong so decided to play and learn at the same time.. when we finish settin up the tiles.. we dunno how to start.. plus there's no dices in the 1st place.. so we went to get crystal.. but she doesnt noe how to play.. so danni got da ppl who noes how to play to teach us.. so it's like everyone of us had a tutor.. it was embarrassing.. haha.. terence was like we shld play uno on da mahjong table if not swallow our pride and head back to da room and play uno instead.. b4 we left da room.. we told those peeps that we're gonna play mahjong.. after settin up.. we look at each other n wait.. hahah.. so.. me play mahjong non stop for like 3 hrss!! kinda addicted.. woo hooo..

at least now i learnt how to play mahjong.. da basics of cuz..

hao left earli for work.. slept a bit.. left for lunch ard 12.. head homee..

Sunday

attend moi cousin's weddin at nite.. at holiday inn park view.. da food was alright.. but da guy who served our table was cuteeeeeeeee!! his name is tony.. hahaha.. that's the only interesting thing that happen.. da cute guy~ haha.. moi cousin veri pretty lor.. but i felt that the groom wasnt handsome.. heh.. beauty ish in da eyes of da beholder ma.. my another cousin.. brought da gf along to the weddin lor.. his sis gettin married ma.. i understand.. but.. u're like 2 yrs or 3 yrs older than me onli? i saw the both of dem in sch b4.. but i felt that it's too earli to bring gfs/bfs to such a function.. my mama and aunt comment on dem la.. i cant believe my mama say shld be frens for A FEW YRS before goin into a relationship.. hello??!! wouldnt that be like too late alreadi? u will onli forever be frens right? papa having cold war w us.. haha.. it's alright w me.. veri disappointed w him.. he never joke w us.. not often.. but he was like chattin/jokin happily w my relatives lor.. even my mama sae he's pretending.. nvm abt the pretending.. but why doesnt u tok to us like that??

Monday

people.. check out these animation.. it's all in chinese.. abt graduation trip.. quite touching and sad at times.. but it was a happy ending.. isn't that good.. actually i saw this on tv b4.. but i like the story.. i hope mine would end the same way..

http://cw3.so-net.net.tw/techfun/kokoro/grad01.html

couldnt help not msging him.. i dunno why.. initially it was alright.. but he dun send me any msgs at all.. so i tried sending some tk care etc.. but i noe he wun reply.. esp when i told him that i read too much into a simple forwarded msg he sent on saturday.. i dunno why he sent that kind of msg again.. it was reali a simple one.. but.. i felt that there was something that suggested we aren't gonna be just frens after all.. yet.. it still can mean that.. becuz.. it could be frm a fren fren view.. not anything more than that.. i told him that i felt that he has been giving me hopes.. but on the other hand.. the signs that he's showing are different.. like i was sick on fri.. he din msg me after that.. to ask whether i've gone to the doc or not.. he din ask me to tk care when i told him to.. he sae.. we wldnt be meetin up.. becuz he's busy w work.. how true is that? i duno.. i choose to believe that he's busy.. not goin to chalets or wat.. he once asked me to join the chalet that his frens n him is havin.. but.. i doubt he's gonna ask me again..

i miss youuuuuu........... arghzzz.. how come u dun miss me??

gonna start work tml again..