everyday.. wake up at 6aM.. goSh.. todae felt a little better after meetin crystal for lunch after work.. went to bugis.. as usual.. i kept lookin at dat accessories shop to see whether she still workin at that place.. i was also lookin out for him.. to see whether he's lyin to me anot.. wat was i hoping or trying to find? that he's cheating on me? i dunno what else could be the reason that he's not msging me or anything.. maybe the paranoid me has scare him again.. i seriousli dunno why he sent that msg on sat.. now i'm still hopin for some signs frm him.. on what the outcome of our relationship will be..

went for a 30-40 mins job in the evenin.. felt better.. i'm exercising!! wee!! hahaha.. but.. when i got home.. i eat 2 slices of bread.. heh?? haha..

while i was joggin.. i kept tinkin abt wat i shld write in my journal for him.. i kept a journal of all my tots.. i even had the lay out and da content alreadi.. but.. i'm too tired to write it todae.. i tot abt like.. everything? why aren't we doing things like.. other couples do? like.. play bb together? learn.. ice-skate? swimming? go sentosa?? not necessary watchin movies.. jalan ard orchard.. n so on..

arGhzzz.. i miss him againnzzzz..