moi new blog's skin. cool eh?? sho high tech. ahaha. u have to click on the various character to view da stuff. omg! it's like so cool?? and totally cute eh! :D


went for kayaking todae.. it was great.. except for da rain.. kinda non-stop.. so it was like we were in the rain from 10am to 5pm.. eh..? add the travelling time back home.. -.-" it was.. jus too long being in the rain..


it was wonderful kayaking in da rain.. though sometimes like abit bu shuang w each other.. ahah..


went to bugis w jarrel on wednesday.. bought moi twin stars plushie! reserved it for like a month??!! but it's cute.. it was sold out as well.. :) lucky i'm smart eh.. ask da shop to reserve for me.. ahah.. actually, they said that the max time they can help me reserve is like 2 weeks? hehe.. but i beg n whine.. ahah.. said i will be back for dem no matter how long it's gonna tk me have that sum of $$.. (though it's like only $33?? but kinda reluctant to buy..) den i saw tis big big twin stars plushie man..!! it's like big eh.. and da cute cushion.. ^-^ gonna reserve dem on moi next visit to bugis.. (which is like.. dunno whEn..) went to da arcade as well.. man.. haven visit moi hang outs like a month or so.. but.. it's like spending on useless stuff?? purely entertainment n leisure eh.. everytime, i play any games.. and if i manage to get into the hi-score.. i wld use clv to sign off.. i've been using that since like sec3..? jus nice.. 3 letters.. haix.. i dunno wat to use anymore! boo hoo.)


met veron on the bus on thursdae.. catch up abit.. den she asked me abt him as well.. said da same thing as xiao yi's bf, yuan shun.. breakup so fun meh.. "the first sem i met u.. u told me broke off but patch up already.. the next sem i met u again.. u tell me u broke up again.. so fun eh.." veron.. of cuz it's not fun.. it's tiring.. it's hard to explain to frens or anybodi.. why the on-off situation.. do u noe he dun haf to handle any of these? becuz his frens wont probe further? (i wish they do!) becuz he isn't in TP.. which minus off all the awkward encounter with any frens.. who know the both of us..


vin, i miss u.. u dun even care.. u jus left a sentence on monday.. i'll msg u when i'm free.. the reasons u gave for leaving isn't enough to satisfy me..


isn't enough to make me stop thinking about u..
isn't enough to make me hate you..
isn't enough to make me stop crying for u..
isn't enough to make me stop wanting u..
isn't enough to make me pretend that the xmas we spent was jus a dream..
isn't enough to make me accept the fact that u wont be back again..
isn't enough to erase every memories we shared..


vin,
tell me how do i erase all those memories.. i hate those memories now..
tell me that u're sad too..
tell me that u do tink of me.. that u still care..
tell me tis is never a decision u wan..
tell me how u cld carry on with ur life..


i wanna tok to u so badly.. i haven been tokin to u since monday.. heartless!!! :'(



how can i trust u ever again? after breaking my heart for so mani times?




i wanna go back to the past.. i jus wanna be a little sister of urs.. not the girl that u used to love.. because it's only then.. would i be able to continue gettin ur love.. care.. and attention..