am i really changing when i tell people that i am?

or was it just me thinking that i've change but actually i'm pretty much the same?

i was very dependent on you, anything that goes wrong in my life i fall back on you. i had your support. you were always there when i needed someone.

but things aren't the same anymore babe.

you told me stuff that i couldn't handle, though i made you tell me but i cant handle them. it' hurts a little. but it aint killing me yet.

projects work assignments friends family.

i can't cope anymore. i'm so blunt nowadays. i tot you could take my bluntness as nothing serious. i guess i've hurt you here and there without realising. my world now revolves only around myself. i don't wanna include anybody inside my world. for, i dont wanna get hurt. it's my way of protecting myself.

i've been made disappointed so mani times. misunderstood too often.

babe, you have to realise that i'm trying to maintain the distance too. i can't always give you what you expect of me. babe, you might not know this but everyone has an expectation of somebody. like me, i also have expectation of you! (in case you don't know)

babe, i'm truly sorry. hope i'm forgiven.

distance should never be a problem to our friendship.

let me do the missing this time round, alright?


i guess wat i need is a life. (my life shouldn't revolve around things but people.)


i guess i'm disappointed again. i hate to repeat this, but i hate disappointments.