i'm not scared of opening up to people or meeting new people. i like meeting new people.. it's like a test on your interpersonal skills? how well you will be like by a total stranger..

but don't push me.. don't force me to turn away from u..

though u "jus say say" like wanna meet n so on.. i hate it.. i dun like it.. if i wanna meet you, i would hint or tell you.. don't always bring the subject up and purposely wanna meet me for no apparent reason..

if i reject your offer once, just get the msg clear.. don't make me feel so awkward and start pressuring.. don't ask me to TRY and meet up with you to ease the awkwardness bit by bit.. i jus don't want to..

so.. stop forcing me to meet up with u.. stop saying that u wanna come and fetch me.. stop it.. i can't take it.. don't push me.. don't break the bond we are sharing..


i am not ready to do anything.. so.. please.. jus give me time alright...


v day coming.. v day = lonely day = stupid day.. lol.