woahh. heh. kinda happy yet not so happy. u noe that feeling.. something brightens u up.. but u feel down the very next min..

i wanna tell u lotsa stuFf.. but sometimes, somethings are best left unsaid.. though i contradict myself when i sae.. fReedom of sPeech..

alright..

been workin for the past few days.. eeks.. kinda hate workin but den again, i nid $$.. so.. oh well..

took an off on todae.. tot it was gale's birthday.. she's havin some kind of party on sat.. not thurs.. i misread the sms.. how silly.. (as usual.. heh.)

woke up abt 9plus.. had a nightmare.. and it's the exact same one i had some years ago.. no idea why i thought i had the same nightmare.. jus.. instinct says so.. hAhaha.. shan tok abt the nightmare.. kinda oDd.. haha.. summary: dreamt that we had a green or was it blue ailen in my old housE.. my doG, pApa and uNcle was to fiGHt him oFf while i was preparing to evacuate my family thru some warp portal.. ;)

fall aslp and woke up by my babe.. she shocked me eh.. hAha.. what a good way to wake me up eh.. :P met kim yee to go for moi long awaited retail therapy at topshop and dorothy perkins.. had some discount coupons eh.. met hui jun.. woahhh.. to be frank, i wish i din see her.. :S she's pretty much stil the same.. i always feel damn inferior when i see her.. haha.. :I and again, i'm experiencin the feeling i hated most.. to tok abt my ex.. first sentence frm her is: "so, r u n vin stil together?" woahh.. i tot u n him r closer den u n me??! asKed him wHy den.. dun aSk me!! i hate to deal with thIs.. again n again, i've to ans why we aren't together.. do i nid to do the explaination? is there a reason why we aren't together.. NO.. there isn't.. :'(

bought a top from topshop at suntec's outlet.. and a bag frm topshop at wisma's outlet.. rather disappointin eh.. aint that brand conscious lah.. not that rich either..

sometimes a sorry clears the misunderstanding.. sometimes an explaination helps too.. but right now, i rather not listen to any.